seriously

Only just got home from work.

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Such a shit shift. I really don’t like my store. All fucking useless. I don’t mean to ring my own bell, but I work fucking hard. that is my biggest selling point, if you hire me you are hiring one of the hardest most loyal workers you can find. The thing that shits me up the wall, is that I work harder than 95% of people at my store, that 5% is mostly comprised of managers. and they don’t work HARDER than me, they work AS hard, except for the store manager. she is the only person who works harder than me, and to be completely fucking honest it is really starting to shit me that I don’t get paid for any of the extra work, I get no benefit out of it, the lazy little shits that don’t do any work get more hours than I do and get better shifts, but I work my fucking ass off and barely get 20 hours a week MAXIMUM. I work fucking hard and get no fucking respect at all. Last sunday I ran the entire store with ONE other person. thats 2 people to run the entire store. We didn’t close a single damn section we ran everything.

And for another example, tonight. I stayed back over an hour after I was rostered to finish (after an 8 hour shift) because our store is a piece of shit and we had an inspection from the regional manager and he said we were probably going to fail our proper inspection next week, so I stayed back to help clean and get everything stocked and everything perfect, and in the mean time I get yelled at and stuff. I am perfectly in my rights to have just left at 11 like I was supposed to. I am not REQUIRED to stay back. It fucking shits me up the wall how fucking hard I work and get no fucking recognition for it.

The best part, get this, everyone, and I mean EVERYONE knows I work harder than anyone else… well everyone except the store manager it seems. To her I work as hard as anyone else. If that. And to be honest, I’m getting completely fucking sick of it. Seriously. If this goes on much longer, I’m tempted to quit with or without another job as a backup.

seriously. I’m not even asking for much. I just want a few more hours, and a little fucking recognition here and there. It isn’t fucking hard. and trust me, if I leave they are absolutely fucked. There goes for one, one of their most reliable and hard working staff, but for two, there goes the regular 3-11 cafe coordinator, and for 3, there goes the one person who will basically ALWAYS come in early, or stay back late if he is needed. Seriously, the amount of times that if I hadn’t shown up they would have been completely and utterly fucked over is basically 90% of every shift I ever do.

and they fucking know it. Whenever I go away for a week or something and take time off for any extended period of time, they get completely fucked over and can’t find anyone to replace my shifts. Maybe they ought to try treating me with the fucking respect I fucking deserve once in a while or they can go back to scrambling over themselves to find someone to replace me permanently.

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